Deadlines

Deadline!!! What part of that do you not understand?

Sigh, I'm fed up with all these nonsense. There's a terminology called deadline ... pay up by deadline or extra fee will incur. What part of that do you not understand? Honestly, give me a break. I've relayed the message to you more than 5 times. Please pay up or face the consequence of paying extra. Are you really interested in enrolling your child in the programme? If that is so, pay up, pretty please. Don't make me ask you an infinity times.

Gosh, this is getting pretty annoying. I need a break from all these. It's giving me a big headache!!! If she doesn't pay me ... I'm toasted. =.=. I'm frustrated at this point. Oh dear Mrs, please pay to save me from trouble getting reprimanded by the boss!!!

I shall read soon

I've been watching too much of dramas lately. This has to stop. I need to switch my watching drama addiction into reading books. I have plenty of books to read from the shelf. In a way, it improves my English language proficiency and gives me motivation and encouragement. Furthermore, it gives me further knowledge and helps me view things in different perspectives.

The Opposite

"Left work, looking forward to an exciting adventure ... yet all seems to turn the other way."

Things have been difficult on my side, not knowing or understand the reason why these events are happening. To sum up, I don't get it!!!

You plan and ensure that everything is confirmed!!! Yet, the results tend to be a different story ... the total opposite. A blockage appears and you are left stuck in the middle, unable to move.

Asking myself why these events occur, I have no clue. Im clueless and disappointed of the recent events. No one truly understands how I honestly feel inside. It feels as if a large rocks is pressing down on me.

What would you do if you were in my shoes?

Oh I pray that the Lord would save me from this big obstacle.

Observing

Observing has always been fascinating.

I've been observing different types of individuals and have came to discover that each individual is different. There are certain barriers that you are not allowed or permitted to pass and there are certain barriers that you are allowed or permitted to pass. It's all a mystery, it's whether you know how to detect it and play safe within those barriers.

The best thing about observing is about helping you to be patient and pruning yourself and transforming yourself into a refined fruit, with no holes or worms. It helps you see things at different POVs. It helps you to see things at a different level as well.

If there's one thing I've learned, it's to practice humility, patience, kindness, generosity, love and care. That's oh so essential in every relationship, communication and other human dealing scenarios.

TV Series?

Do you have suggestions of interesting TV series to watch?

I've been so obsessed with my Asian drama watching that I've neglected watching my English TV Series on television. And yes I've missed all the great episodes.

I've been catching Desperate Housewives and CSI online. Do you have more suggestions? I feel like I've cut myself out from the English shows and I need to get back to it. It's somehow more realistic and fun to watch :)

Yeah sure, I do catch movies every now and then. Somehow, I prefer to watch more English shows, and that would resort to catching all the English TV series that ever existed in this planet. Don't want to neglect 'em!!! :)

Poor Nadal :(

It's been awhile since I last posted a blog entry. Sorry, dearest bloggie, I must have been too busy working to have abandoned you :(.

Anyway, here goes nothing.

Watched the Australian Open match: Djokovic vs Nadal, yesterday night. Didn't get to see the whole match, as the match lasted for 5 hours plus and I needed to catch my sleep for work the next day. Read SMH.com.au this morning only to discover that my favourite tennis player, Nadal lost :(. And I thought Nadal would win as he led out with 5-7. It seems as if all my tennis players are going second ... first, Sharapova and second, Nadal.

Still was a good game though. I love the intensity and competitiveness. Furthermore, they both played good. Djokovic is tall and had strengths. Furthermore, Djokovic has been ranked the no 1 player for awhile now. Poor Nadal. I guess he'll have to wait for next year's Australian Open to get his feet back on the championship road again.

p/s: I still prefer Nadal to Djokovic though haha.

Sleep deprivation

I've been trying to figure out why I haven't been able to sleep early? This is such an unhealthy routine that I believe that I deserve to know why and what can be done to stop this.

The reason why would be because I've been sleeping to as late as 4 in the morning for the past one month. My body sort of followed this routine, for I had cultivated this sleeping late routine for about a month. It's hard to get used to sleeping late. At least, I'm seeping at 2am every night. That sort of gave me some relief. However, I would still want to train myself on sleeping at 11pm every night.

There are strengths and weaknesses to this routine.

The strengths would be ... I would be able to do more things such as read more books and apply for jobs. Yes, I'm still jobless. It's pretty difficult to get a job now. Especially when I have no experience. However, I would be volunteering for Mission Australia under the Marketings, Branding and Communication team. That's a start. At least, I'm doing something. I might get a part time job too, just till I get a full time job that pays. :)

Ok back to the weaknesses of sleep deprivation. The weaknesses would be ...

1) I would grow weaker later on, especially when Period Menstruation comes.

2) Stress and anxious

3) I may get angry, irritable and depressed. All these are able to cause relationship and social problems.

4) Lack of focus and difficulty in concentrating.

5) Short term memory loss. I have good memory and if I ever go through short term memory loss, that would be horrible. I would be cracking my head till I have a migraine.

6) Suppression of the immune system. I may get more colds and flu, and possibly a bad fever.

I need to do something about this. The weaknesses are frightening me. It's scary and freaky. I need to try to sleep, even if I toss around for an hour, which I tend to do lately. I need to get my feet back on the ground. It's time to be serious. There's lots to do at this point of time.

Wish me luck. To all of you who have sleep deprivation, try sleeping. Try taking this vitamin called Sweddish Bitter before sleeping. It helps. Maybe I should take it now too. And remember, sleeping pills do not help. It only causes more problems.

Till then, too loos.