Blinking Eye Syndrome

I have been blinking my eyes a lot everyday for two weeks now. Humans blink eyes every few seconds. But I do it frequently as in like too much of blinking!!! And I only blink my right eye, not the left and I don't know why. The blinking eye syndrome is coming back again.

I used to blink my eyes before till my ex-boyfriend trained me up to stop it all. I stopped for awhile. Then, when I came back to Malaysia after awhile, the blinking eye syndrome came back again. Gosh, this is so annoying cause it hurts. When I blink too much, my eye becomes painful and turns red!!!

They say if you blink your eyes too much, you're way too fickle-minded. Oh-kay. Maybe I am fickle-minded. Umh fine, I am way too fickle-minded. I seriously don't know what I want in life. I ponder about life and think of what I want in life and I seriously am fickled with what I want to do with my career. One minute I want to be a journalist. Another I want to be a public relations/marketing consultant. One minute I want to be a psychologist. Another I want to be an accountant. Seriously, what do I really want?

I am so unsure of what I like or love these days. This includes everything!!!

Back to the blinking eye syndrome, this has to stop. Lord, I pray that you take that syndrome out of me in Jesus' name. By his stripes I am healed!!! I believe by faith!!!